Tuesday, August 26, 2008

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Hate me
Hate me ... I want you to..
Hate me ... I deserve to..

I gave you a dream..
You nourished it...decorated it
and one day...
I killed it with my own hands

Murderer has to be hated


I fear your eyes
I fear your voice
My mirror giving me a wicked smile, asks me
"O Satan! when will you die?"

Devil needs to be hated

I sit in the darkness today...
burning like this candle
asking you to hate me...
hate me more than you love me...

47 comments:

Keshi said...

wow!

can u ASK someone to hate you?


Keshi.

Solitaire said...

Are you asking someone to hate you so that you get punished?

Prakhar said...

@Keshi

If despite all the aches you have caused.. the person still loves you..thats what kills you..

Prakhar said...

@Sol

On the contrary its for some solace...

Reflections said...

u feel that if the person hates u then it balances all the nonsense u subjected the person to, right!!

Prakhar said...

@reflections

Its not about balancing out things...its the love which kills you..

Beauty and the BEast said...

Tears can’t wash away a past
And thoughts can’t a future make
Mistakes made by a troubled heart
Are the cracks which remain

Music fills the soul
And lyrics bruise the wounds
Its as if artists of the past
Were inspired by my blues

Words don’t mean a thing
Neither actions do
For every wrong I did
I used a million ways to tell you

That you were loved
Loved by me
But I was torn
And you couldn’t see

I lied to you and cheated too
I ran away, but I returned too
For every thorn in our way
I tried in a million ways

To give you all I could
Give away myself too
But I am just a loser
Lost without you

So its goodbye now
And goodbye for good
I can live with memories
It’s the best thing to do

Keshi said...

if u caused so much pain to that other person, how come they still love u so much?

I know how...cos u didnt cause all that pain intentionally?

Keshi.

Prakhar said...

@Beasty

Beautiful words!
dun waste these in comments...i wud have put them in my blog if i cud have written them! :D

Prakhar said...

@Keshi

One who intentionally causes pain should go to HELL..

Circumstances can be blamed...but I think relationships should be strong enuff to sustain ne circumstances!

♪♪HARINI♪♪ said...

hey first time im visiting your blog.. really great poetry.. lotsa emotions..

keep writing
ciao around

Prakhar said...

@harini

Thanks...c u arnd too :)

joiedevivre said...

hate me
hate me
likha hai aur foto bhi change kiya hai..maanjra kya hai

Prakhar said...

@joie
Jo likha hai...wo to once upon a time wala emotion hai...
baki photo 3 din se change ho rahi hai :D
...koi photo dekh ke hate karna chahe...to option hona chahiye na :D

Keshi said...

I agree...so dun ask that person to hate u :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

and look who's LOOKING GOOOOOOD! :) Nice sunnies mate!

Keshi.

gunj said...

wow, can u love wen asked to??
similarly u cant b hated simply coz u ask fo it!

Crystal.. said...

No one can hate you if you 'ask' them to..
Was nice..but vague as well

Prakhar said...

@Keshi
Ok..Peace :)

nd Thanks :D ..I just love them ... got a few more pics wid them on :D

luv ya!

Prakhar said...

@Gunj

Very true indeed...it was just the emotion!

Prakhar said...

@ Crystal

Thanks dear :)

peter said...

well tht was cool !!
cud see and feel the agony !

Prakhar said...

@Peter

Thanks dude...koi to hai jo sanjha :)

Keshi said...

show em dude :)

keshi.

Solitaire said...

Solace from guilt?

Prakhar said...

@ Keshi

Sure...keep watchin :)

Prakhar said...

@Sol

Not from guilt...i dun kno...for some peace inside

Keshi said...

k ;-)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

btw come n collect ur award in my blog :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

another cute pic whoaaaaaaa! :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

btw I love the music here...so soothing!

Keshi.

crasiezt said...

You wanna be hated? Extreme emotion there..musta done something really revolting to want that!!

But apart from that..I liked your style a great deal! *clap clap*

Prakhar said...

@Keshi

Thanks dear :)

Music is from the movie Aamir...very nice movie!

Prakhar said...

@Crasiezt

Thanks!!

**musta done something really revolting to want that!!**

Probably!

Keshi said...

oh ok :)

Keshi.

Keshi said...

I like this pic alot wow! ;-)

btw come n check out my doc's pic!

Keshi.

d SINNER!!! said...

It can be either LOVE or guilt...

inne?

Ria said...

y do u want somebody to hate u??

Prakhar said...

@Sinner

Its Love !

Prakhar said...

@Ria

I wanted!

Mansi Trivedi said...

Beautifully written but did you cheat on someone? why hate? what did u kill? trust? love?

Mansi Trivedi said...

Beautifully written but did you cheat on someone? why hate? what did u kill? trust? love?

Mansi Trivedi said...

Beautifully written but did you cheat on someone? why hate? what did u kill? trust? love?

Prakhar said...

@Mansi

Not about cheatin on someone...situations nd circumstances...i guess hope gets killed!

Vinz aka Vinu said...

asking for hate is one kind of punishment to self..

Akshaya Kamalnath said...

Good one and nice to know you're feeling that way. if you feel bad enough, that cleanses in some way. And if the person doesn't hate you, it means there's something beyound that one hatable act that she likes about you. So just get past it.

my space said...

sometimes we want people to hate us...gives us a sense of atonement...but if one has loved u truly they would never hate u -no matter what..well written..